Apr 12, 2011

I’ve been in prison

I’ve got a prison

I name it Indonesia

My life has been

Cutted in to pieces

Every piece weights 2 months

Full of loneliness

And desperation too

I’m curled up in this

Huge empty dark prison now

Looking at the ceiling of it

Imagining a window

would show up on it

So that I can

Talk to my stars

No, who am I kidding

That’s not what I really wish

I wish an opened door

Oh yeah and wings on my back

Better be lightspeed wings

So that I can fly to you

anytime I want

And get back before anybody finds out

That’s all I wished

In this cubic little prison

And I know it for so damn sure

That it ain’t no happening

Loneliness and desperation

Fill up my heart

Patheticly continuing…